Behind Closed Doors

Hello again!

It feels like it’s been so long since I’ve written on this blog, but it has only been a week. Many things happened that has drained me quite a bit, but I guess this was a way for me to see how I would act in this kind of condition. From each encounter to each responsibility I had to do I felt like I just wanted to “close the door” in my heart, physically, and in my mind. I felt like I was shutting doors whenever someone tried to knock or come near me. I’m usually not like this, but some reason this week I have been like this and I don’t like it.  I have been thinking about the reasons why I am like this, but I really can’t think of anything. So, I am trying to “open my doors” both internally and literally. I realized something that has been bothering me, “what do I do behind closed doors?” Am I hiding? Am I closing myself off from the others? Maybe I am just over thinking, but I certainly want to share about my life and experiences with people in a deeper way, or am afraid that when I open up, it won’t happen the other way around?

HMMMMM…..

Anyway, enough of that. This weekend we had an event: Hawaiian Night! It went really well and a LOT of people came out! Not everything went as planned, but nonetheless, people had a good time (I hope). Here are some pictures from it.

(Jesus Soldiers + Tomoko-san!)

That’s all I could really squeeze out of my tired brain, today is my rest day, so I would like to just rest today. Have a nice day!

P.S. I went to Costco :D I felt like I was in America, but then I realized that there were only Japanese people everywhere. Hahaha