If there were one thing I would really want to improve on in my life right now, it would be focus and up my faith level. It’s so strange because for most of my 23 years in life, I had not too many problems with that. The only time I do lose focus is when I start to think a lot, and that is what I have been doing this past week. It’s not like I am thinking bad things or being pessimistic about certain things, but I am thinking about a lot all at once and it has taken a toll on me. This not only tires me out, but I can’t really focus straight. Don’t get me wrong, this week was still really good and I got some thinking sorted out and seen God really work within the ministries I do here, but I still got a LOT more to think about and a LOT more to surrender to God.
I looked up the word focus in the dictionary and I liked this definition the best:
The state or quality of having or producing clear visual definition
I also looked up the word faith and here is what came out:
Complete trust or confidence in someone or something
Do I have a clear visual definition of what is in front of me? Do I trust God with my future and the things have been clouding my mind? Is my faith really that small that I cannot fully trust in a God that created this universe? Asking these questions made me think of a song by Kutless – What Faith Can Do
Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining
I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing
Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can!
When I focus on the obstacles in front of me, then it seems like things are hopeless, but if I take a step back and focus in on the situation from a different perspective, I’ll be able to see what’s ahead and know that there is something to look forward to passed this roadblock. I am focusing on the wrong things; I want to focus on the never-changing God, the one who can make miracles happen. This Kutless song has certainly hit home, now to take some action and see what faith can really do.
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